opportunities abound

a new world opens up, internet empire, fame, fortune.

looking to leverage what I've learned in the last few into something incredible, and I see it all unfolding so clearly. Everything is falling into place, I'm pretty stoked.

I dont want to speculate on things too much here, but I am excited.

the comedown.

Eros Day was a Blast. The Orgy for Obama went off top notch, thanks in large part to The Broken Door LA, and Naked Rhythm .

The party kept going from 9pm until about 7am, with an open bar all night, a horde of porn stars, and a ton of swingers. Fresh-faced newcomers stared as both Eros and Venus, but the night was topped off by Jessica Jaymes, Sinnamon Love, and Regan Reese. All partying down in my house. I'd done a lot of the coordinating for the event so it was nice to see everything come together so well. Hustler, and the LA Weekly were both here and we've gotten some interest from some television people who think we have potential for a show.

I was glad to meet the people that I did, and wished that I hadn't been so busy so I could have talked with a few more, but it was without a doubt a good start.


After Eros Day began major decompression. I took a day off to run around town with some cute girlies. We checked out street art all over town, wandered along the river & traintracks and went to Santa Monica Pier, we topped the day off with a quick trip out to the desert for some late night off-roading.



a bit of firedancing on the rooftop finished off the weekend perfectly.



I have a good feel for getting started doing event coordinating now. I'm looking at the future, setting up shop in LA for the long haul and throwing the best parties in town.

Last night went out to the Disturbed show, that was pretty good, got some drinks at the bar with an interesting charachter... this guy had some things worth listening to:




January wraps up, my birthday is coming soon... looking forward to the annual Fritzmas celebration. I'm thinking Disneyland, come check it out.

one day left

spending alot of time calling porn stars on the phone.
i went to coco de mer today, a high class sex shop, they have the nicest cock candles in town.

pretty tired, Eros Day X is in a day, I'm looking forward to it being here, hopefully so it can be done with. i'm sure i'll have a good time, but it's all a pain in the ass right now. i'm still glad to be a part of the event and am learning a lot.

ac adapters are the tool of the devil

well besides the ecological toll of mining and producing them, the health issues related to polution from production, and the economic issues of labor and ownership - i've had 4 break on me in 4 weeks. i'm going through these things like they're porn stars. its so frustrating. today one broke as i was in the middle of a large group of people. every single one of them then decides to ask the same few simple questions at the same time in different orders. so i have 5 poeple all asking "are you sure it's plugged in? and Did you try another outlet" as if i'm a 6 year old who has no life experience.. oh well, i know they're just trying to be helpful.

anyhow.

i'm calling around town, trying to find out who has the best cock candles

do you have any suggestions?

as the world turns

Getting closer to Eros Day.

I'm making contact with the performers, making sure that everything is set up. Contacting possible sponsors. Its going to be slow going in this industry. But if i can make a few of the right moves, I think it could be all worthwhile.

I need to find some side income, enough to go out and be social. Being online isn't a worthy substitute for a life.

I've been working out daily for a while now. Its nice to have a bit of a routine, and I'm feeling a lot better and healthier. crunches, a bit of weight lifting... I just wish we had a bench and maybe a punching bag. Practicing my machette juggling and fire dancing.

We had some folks from The Broken Door here last night. One of the head honchos plus his newest sub, a fairly hot showgirl from las vegas who was new to the BDSM lifestyle. He put her on the cross for a few pictures, then discussed the basics of domination and submission on our radio show, while playing with his violet wand.

I'm definitely interested in checking out the local BDSM scene. But for now I'm still just focusing on getting a foot hold on LA.

the office

I spent most of today working the phone and laptop. calling the agent from our new PR firm about a dozen times with various questions, poor thing. I'm liking what I'm doing, a new adventure no doubt.

I've been following the news on Johannes Mehserle, the Oakland BART cop who shot a 22 year old unarmed man dead on New Years Eve. Oscar Grant, the victim, was laying face-down on the concrete with police officers restraining him. BART passanger's videoing the killing on their camera phones quickly uploaded the clips online and outrage was sparked.

The people of Oakland responded with riots, furious over the murder of another unarmed young man by police gone out of control.

Everyday, the American situation grows worse. Quality of life is declining, our identity as consumers is crumbling. Rampant police brutality just piles more filling on the shit sandwich. What is it going to take to get to a sane world?


medication i guess.
is there a doctor in the house???

All the stars are returning to earth

AVN is over, the porn elite are returning home to the City of Angels. We're moving quickly into our next show - January 24th is Eros Day here at the Speakeasy and I'm finishing up booking guests. Sexy girls everywhere - life in LA keeping me busy. I enjoy my new work and see a good future in this. It's been super busy in the last week. We were interviewed by Nightline and made the frontpage of the LA Times. I got to talk to Lasse Braun on the phone for a bit, he's great. I'd like to learn his secrets.

In other news: I built my firestaff yesterday, it had been a while since i've gotten to practice/dance. I also need to have my bike fixed. I'll take some time off in the next few days and get the bike taken in to the shop.

Jumped into the ring with the big dogs... time to get to business.

first radio show

So i sat in on the my first show with Radio Suzy 1 tonight. It was a good time. my housemate gave me sushi and maker's mark all night, then plopped me down in front of a mic. I was also excited because we had the lovely rubella from burning angel.com who i had managed to get with about an hour to spare before we went live with the broadcast. anyhow, everything went well, i probably made an ass out of myself on the air, but I had fun and look forward to doing it again.


I'm enjoying my work finding hot models and porn stars and getting them to our show. It's a perk of the job to deal with beautiful women all day, and Rubella is deffinently one of those.

We also got to talk to legendary Italian pornographer Lasse Braun, who showed in the 20 minutes we talked to him, that although he's getting on in years, he is one smooth motherfucker.
He talked for a while about how he always had girls who liked to follow him around, girls who he would whip because it's so sexy to see their little behinds turn light red. - he's fucking right... it's so clear. I knew I could learn a lot from him and wish it had been more than a phone interview.


well that was it, I'm going to find some more whiskey to get me through the night.

fuck you blogosphere.

well, you dragged me in. the courtship has lasted years, and finally, in a whirlwind of financial crisis, the love of porn and a point in the right direction from my old friend Sara, i've finally started a blog.

i'm affraid you've missed out on so many adventures already: hitchiking across the country; living in beautiful jungles of hawaii; the hippie communes of eugene, ore; and new york city's punk squats.

but here i am now, begining a new adventure: i've set up shop in los angeles, working with the Dr. Susan Block Show, a foot in the door of the porn industry. it's always been a secret fantasy, no? the kind of taboo you think about but figure it'll never materialize. well, i heard opportunity's subtle knock. Sara had an in with Block Films and i figured i could wedge my way in. so far so good.

here i am at the bottom of the ladder. i live in a corner of an old warehouse and dont make any money, but i have a plan and no fear.

i'm going to be famous, and i invite you along for the ride.