as the world turns

Getting closer to Eros Day.

I'm making contact with the performers, making sure that everything is set up. Contacting possible sponsors. Its going to be slow going in this industry. But if i can make a few of the right moves, I think it could be all worthwhile.

I need to find some side income, enough to go out and be social. Being online isn't a worthy substitute for a life.

I've been working out daily for a while now. Its nice to have a bit of a routine, and I'm feeling a lot better and healthier. crunches, a bit of weight lifting... I just wish we had a bench and maybe a punching bag. Practicing my machette juggling and fire dancing.

We had some folks from The Broken Door here last night. One of the head honchos plus his newest sub, a fairly hot showgirl from las vegas who was new to the BDSM lifestyle. He put her on the cross for a few pictures, then discussed the basics of domination and submission on our radio show, while playing with his violet wand.

I'm definitely interested in checking out the local BDSM scene. But for now I'm still just focusing on getting a foot hold on LA.

the office

I spent most of today working the phone and laptop. calling the agent from our new PR firm about a dozen times with various questions, poor thing. I'm liking what I'm doing, a new adventure no doubt.

I've been following the news on Johannes Mehserle, the Oakland BART cop who shot a 22 year old unarmed man dead on New Years Eve. Oscar Grant, the victim, was laying face-down on the concrete with police officers restraining him. BART passanger's videoing the killing on their camera phones quickly uploaded the clips online and outrage was sparked.

The people of Oakland responded with riots, furious over the murder of another unarmed young man by police gone out of control.

Everyday, the American situation grows worse. Quality of life is declining, our identity as consumers is crumbling. Rampant police brutality just piles more filling on the shit sandwich. What is it going to take to get to a sane world?


medication i guess.
is there a doctor in the house???

All the stars are returning to earth

AVN is over, the porn elite are returning home to the City of Angels. We're moving quickly into our next show - January 24th is Eros Day here at the Speakeasy and I'm finishing up booking guests. Sexy girls everywhere - life in LA keeping me busy. I enjoy my new work and see a good future in this. It's been super busy in the last week. We were interviewed by Nightline and made the frontpage of the LA Times. I got to talk to Lasse Braun on the phone for a bit, he's great. I'd like to learn his secrets.

In other news: I built my firestaff yesterday, it had been a while since i've gotten to practice/dance. I also need to have my bike fixed. I'll take some time off in the next few days and get the bike taken in to the shop.

Jumped into the ring with the big dogs... time to get to business.

fuck you blogosphere.

well, you dragged me in. the courtship has lasted years, and finally, in a whirlwind of financial crisis, the love of porn and a point in the right direction from my old friend Sara, i've finally started a blog.

i'm affraid you've missed out on so many adventures already: hitchiking across the country; living in beautiful jungles of hawaii; the hippie communes of eugene, ore; and new york city's punk squats.

but here i am now, begining a new adventure: i've set up shop in los angeles, working with the Dr. Susan Block Show, a foot in the door of the porn industry. it's always been a secret fantasy, no? the kind of taboo you think about but figure it'll never materialize. well, i heard opportunity's subtle knock. Sara had an in with Block Films and i figured i could wedge my way in. so far so good.

here i am at the bottom of the ladder. i live in a corner of an old warehouse and dont make any money, but i have a plan and no fear.

i'm going to be famous, and i invite you along for the ride.